Hi there!
Can I suggest at the stage you are at, would it be possible for you to start off with a practitioner ?
Many practitioners issue ' homework ' and can better explain how you tackle the multi- faceted issues and aspects. Even if its one session.
If this is not possible, please don't leave the group because your enthusiasm is admirable and you are making a tremendous start and that is why the Forum is here,
I just feel it would really ' kick start ' the whole process and you would then be up and running with it.
Please let us know how you feel and if this is not an appropriate suggestion, come straight back in and we will try to move you on.
Warmest wishes,
Marie